I believe my cat is going to pass away, she hasn't been eating, drinking, or even using th bathroom for the past two days, she has diabetes so it shortens her lifespan. I can't help but feel helpless and powerless all the time but this is the cherry on top. When i feel powerless, i act out, i hurt people emotionally without even realising it, to those I've hurt because i can't hold myself accountable,

Im sorry, im so very very sorry.

But I'm getting tired of rolling through life, i feel like rolling girl, yes, just like the vocaloid song. But, I'm so tired, so very, very tired, im so sorry.