i cant do it anymore. all im surrounded by is negativity. im so done. I wish I was fucking born someone else :/
I wanna commit suicide so bad but I cant. I cant.
my parents hate me.
my best friend passed away.
my grandma fucking woke my brother up ab 10 mins ago to talk shit to him and I had to stop her and now she left and my 17 year old brother is traveling 2 fucking hours away to come take care of me bc im 13 and I cant do shit.
I hate my grandma . I hope she fucking goes on somewhere.