I think I may have lost it Yeah I’m 100% percent losing it, why is everybody ignoring me oh my goodness. Every door in my life has been locked and I’m going insane. Everybody is acting like I’m not even there no one will reply to my texts no one will talk to me I don’t know what’s happening even my own father is ignoring me. I might need to leave home because my head is not in the right place. I might need to get some medical attention. Yeah so i know this all sounds crazy but I basically have demons within me ruining everything for me😭 I can’t live a normal life with them and they make everything I say sound crazy . YOU know what that’s it’s I’m going to new York tommrow and sleeping under a bridge because that’s all I have right now 😪