I’m hopeless

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I don’t know if I can trust my parents and more. I keep trying to tell them that I cut myself and that I’m not doing well, but I know if I say something they will just disregard it. I don’t know what to do anymore. Should I tell them I’ve attempted suicide 5 times? I don’t know. All I know is that I have to live with them only 4 more years then I can go away. They don’t even have confidence in me telling me I’m to fat or to short, or that I will never be much in the world.