im hungry again. ive been recovering from disordered eating and im training myself to eat a normal 3 meals a day. today, i forgot my lunch for school. it was ok though, because one of my friends was coming and she had an extra slice of pizza! i told my other 2 friends this when they asked if i had food (they dont know abt my struggles with food). my friend with the pizza came in and started eating, and i was waiting for her to offer her third slice, just in case she was extra hungry and ate it, i wouldnt have wanted to take it. I did some work on my laptop, and I looked up to see one of the friends i had talked too earlier eating my friends extra slice. not only that, but said "friend" is allergic to gluten so she only ate the cheese off of the top and threw the rest away right in front of me. Anyway. Im fucking pissed. and im hungry. and it feels good. it makes me want to stay hungry for the next week. she doesnt know the damage obviously but she could try being a decent fucking person.