I hate this emotionally and verbally abusive way you treat me. The horrible words you say to me.. I can't take it..
It hurts so so so badly.
I feel so tortured and broken.
It feels like the pain is going to explode out of my chest and all I can do is cry.
I want to run and keep running until it stops. I want to leave but I cant.
I want to kill myself but I can't..