I'm in love with high school guy.
High school guy used to like me in high school, but I wasn't really interested at the time. I friendzoned him if you will, he took it really hard. It wasn't until I graduated that I realized I made a mistake in not giving him a chance and reached out my junior year of college. He was very sweet, and cordial and said he wasn't interested but was glad I thought of him that way. I've since dated many, and almost married few; but in the interim of those relationships I always think about him. There was one point he had posted on social media that he was near the area where I worked at the time, and it took every fiber of my being not to message him and profess my love (again). Since then, I've accepted that he and I will never be, and he will always be the one that got away.