Loving this girl had good times & bad times. we argue, we fight, we ignore each other, but at the end of the day we go back to normal. Its super toxic and she always thinks im doing something sneaky, when she was the one sneaking. i did nothing but love this girl with my entire being. I've tried and tried with her but something always happens. I found out that she was telling her ex that she misses her. i feel like im not enough man. i feel like i dont do enough for her. even though she tells me that i treated her better than all her exes i just feel like i dont do enough. i still took her back after everything. i couldve left so many fucking times man. but i stayed because i love her too much and i cant live without her. it hurts so bad. im happy with her but i dont know if i can do it anymore.