I need to share my feelings with someone, because I can't actually share my feelings with anyone.
My daughter has a friend who spends a lot of time around our house. She is always incredibly friendly with me, and she likes to slyly flirt with me.
She's always wearing impossibly short shorts around here, and her shirts are also skimpy and leave little to the imagination.
The thing is, I'm married and I'm also nearly 30 years older than her, so I can't have these feelings for her. Also, I wouldn't want to embarrass my daughter either, so I have to be incredibly careful around her. I sneak casual glances at my daughter's friend's body when no one is looking, and I find the occassional excuse to touch her, such as to help her out of my vehicle or to help her up the stairs into my house.
Every time she visits, as soon as she leaves I have to go to the bathroom and jack off.
Inside, I feel horrible about this. I mean, what would my wife or daughter think if they ever found out?
This last time, my daughter had her friend spend two nights over here, and I so desperately wanted to sneak into my daughter's room and watch her friend sleeping because it was a hot evening and she was probably barely in underwear. I couldn't help but masterbate several times over the last two days while thinking about what I would like to do to that girl.
The worst part is that she's only 15 years old, but she has the body of a 19 year old.
I just really hate myself that I can't stop thinking about how much I would love to take her virginity and how I would just die for the opportunity to bury my face between her legs and drink her sweet pussy juices.
What is wrong with me??
God knows I would never actually act on my desires, but my fantasies about this girl are so vivid... I just desperately long to know what it would feel like to have her accept my cock inside her. I think it would be so amazing to hold her naked body against mine, to feel her small soft breasts and to touch her little round ass.
God, I'm just so thankful that my wife and daughter can't read my mind. If you could serve time for having inappropriate sexual thoughts about a teenage girl, I'd be in jail for multiple lifetimes.
Really though, I don't think anyone could blame me for my thoughts. Like I said, she flirts like crazy and wears the most revealing clothes around me. Man, what I wouldn't give just to have the opportunity to strip her naked and tenderly kiss her naked body all over... God, I'm so horny right now thinking about that girl that I think that I'm going to have to jack off again.
Anyhow, I know that this is a long post, and if you're still reading, thanks for letting me share my inappropriate feelings with you. Now to deal with this massive hard-on...