I know im straight. I have a girl bestfriend, she’s my bestest friend. We always chat and very very sweet to each other. She’s BI and i know to myself that i am straight. We usually joke around like “hey dont fall inlove with me ah?”. We made sure that it will never happen. But one morning, she texted me and told me she’s already talking with someone. It makes me feel sad and im really really hurt. I realized, the time that we’re talking to each other was the time that im already slowly falling for her. I hate it, not just because she’s inlove with another girl but because im confused now. What am I now? Nobody knows about this. Just me. And its now affecting my mental and emotional state.