I dont know why or how I become so depressed. I have actually been feeling fine this week but today im just in a funk. Truthfully it does get a little worrisome. Mostly wondering if im going to do something else that im going to regret. Sometimes I feel likes killing myself as well.. I dont know if it's because school is starting or I've just taken a dislike to the entire fucking world but I've never felt so alone. Recently I've been pushing people away but I feel like no one cares even if I didnt. I feel like I'm wasting everyones time. I dont get what I'm becoming. I just hope it doesn't last forever. I truly couldnt live with myself. I just wish someone would acknowledge me.