i don’t even know how to put what i’m feeling into words. my parents are divorced because my dad sexually abused me. i lost my best friend. i can’t sleep at night. im doing worse and worse at school. i have barely anyone to talk too. i feel alone and i feel helpless. i just want to leave somewhere far far away and start over. i hate where i live because everyone just can’t except me for who i am. i’m scared to talk to anyone. my body hurts all the time and i hate myself. i’m fat and i hate my face. i hate my fingers. i hate everything about me. it just sucks. and i don’t know what to do about it.