So awhile ago I moved with my boyfriend and his family in a different state. I left everything behind for him and I actually regret it. Since I’ve been here I’ve been trying to get a job and because my son had ASD it’s really hard to find a babysitter for the hours I wanna work or in general for that matter. My boyfriend is no help, won’t compromise which is fine because my son isn’t his responsibility and I get it, but we’re a package deal. He told me he could help me and now there’s nothing. When he asks me what’s wrong I say it’s nothing because even if I tell him all he ever says is “oh ok.” No effort, he’s not there for me emotionally, physically, just dead. Like if I get mad about something that he does, he never apologizes for it or even justifies why he did it, he just shuts down and ignores me all day for days at a time like he’s the victim. But if I do something that he doesn’t like, it’s a problem but he does the same thing with shutting down and ignoring me. I had a panic attack right in front of him last week and he did Absolutely NOTHING.! He never asks how I’m doing or how my day was. If I’m sad or upset he never asks how he can make it better. The effort isn’t there anymore and it really pisses me off. I have nowhere else to go. I’m a single mom raising a 3 yr old with Autism and I would rather die than have to keep living like this.