all im doing is studying, and stressing out. my parents are making this even worse since theyre saying if i dont bring my grades up by the 18th, theyre taking away every electronic in the house. i know its stupid. i know im overthinking. but theyre taking away my only way of speaking to my friends, and my friends are the only reason im alive at this point. they are the only people that care. and thats going to be gone. my parents 'punish' me for having absolutely no motivation, and no will to live. they ask me 'why dont you hang out with us', thats because you make fun of my self harm past, you yell at me, you judge me, you make me wanna quit. every day is a loop of just being tired,and being made of because of that. i want a break. im just tired. i wanna go home. but i dont even know where home is.