I feel lost, everything in my life seems hopeless nothing I do is right. I wish something would just take me a away. I feel like everyone would be better off if wasn't here anymore I try my best to fit in and and by there but no matter how hard I try their never happy and things get worse and worse. I try to support everyone but I'm not aloud to feel anything or I'm overreacting. My hole my I've been told I'm not good enough and everything I try my siblings are better so I don't matter sister 1 can sing like a dove so don't try shut up so I can hear her, sister two's the smart one so who can compare no matter what you do or your grades she's always better so lessen to what she nothing you say matters anyway. Then brother's good at art and can do no wrong everything he does is gold, and everything I touch is dirt maybe he can fix it.