I'll just type it out here then. I will forget about this soon and will probably regret it but:Hey, N. I know you have a boyfriend and we're both girls, but I have fallen for you. I've known you for about 2 years.. 3 years almost, and our interactions are always as friends.It all started when I joined that group chat, didn't it? Then it escalated to us being friends. Friends who are too comfortable with each other. We joke about being "second lovers" to eachother and about "getting married."Maybe this went too far since at some point, those feelings became real. Cliche, isn't it?I'll continue being lovey-dovey with you and you won't notice that it's become real. I'll continue like this, I guess. We do have an age gap, but it isn't much. I'm the younger one. I'm more immature.I'll "grow out of" these feeling soon enough like some other people said. I'll still hold you dear to my heart.To whoever reads this, thank you? Bye then.