Time Spent- 37m 21s
14 Visitors

I’m not doing good

Im not doing good

 I don’t know how to be fully happy sober

 Any time I’m alone my thoughts swallow me whole , torturing me as I cry myself to sleep. 

I think I’m getting worse sometimes I remember my past plans and ask myself why I never succeeded , I want to cut myself I want to starve myself I want to cease to exist but I don’t want to let down the ppl in my life. I want to ask for help but I’m scared. I don’t want them to know I’m struggling again, because I’m always struggling and there’s going to be a point where they get tired of it. Tired of me and my inihibility to look after myself. 

I want to let go , I want to rest . I’m so tired. 

I want to fall into Ana’s arms and let her take care of me 

 I don’t know what to do .  I keep pretending I’m fine , I keep pretending tht there’s no way I wld go back . But it’s happening. And I don’t know how to stop it

Replied Articles

Re: I’m not doing good

Please believe in yourself. Please take control and don’t let anyone or anything get in the way. If you need help seek it. Try, try, try. Please don’t give up. Make overcoming it your goal. Achieve it and help other people that are going through the same thing. I hope that is one more motivation. Take care