I never thought I would be able to kill myself. I never thought death was the answer and I never thought wanting relief so bad would be something that wandered into my life without an introduction. I never thought I would be as deep into my mind as I am. I never thought those depths would be so dark. Seclusion eats at you. Insomnia slowly melts down pieces of your brain. Anxiety rips away your sanity and forces you to see the hate you harbor for yourself. I never thought I would want to kill myself, but here I am.