I envy the dead, and I feel like a burden to everyone around me. I am always everyone’s support system, yet I constantly contemplate suicide myself. With a smile on my face, I happily listen to others, and give them advice. I almost can’t take it anymore. These intrusive thoughts are horrendous, and tiring. I’m tired. School is a nightmare. I‘m 14. I’m 14, and dealing with this. I do not deserve this. I do nothing but good. Manifestation isn’t real. Something has cursed me with this awful present, and I’m afraid it’ll pass into my future as well, that is- if I even get to see it.

I envy the dead, and I feel like a burden to everyone around me. I am always everyone’s support system, yet I constantly contemplate suicide myself. With a smile on my face, I happily listen to others, and give them advice. I almost can’t take it anymore. These intrusive thoughts are horrendous, and tiring. I’m tired. School is a nightmare. I‘m 14. I’m 14, and dealing with this. I do not deserve this. I do nothing but good. Manifestation isn’t real. Something has cursed me with this awful present, and I’m afraid it’ll pass into my future as well, that is- if I even get to see it.

Hi...I kn life isn't fair right ? You r such a good-hearted person. You're always there for others but u need someone too becoz everbody needs somebody to be their pillar when they r vulnerable. You r so young but so grown up- something life forced u to do. You r an amazing human being , keep doing good and I promise you will get the fruit u deserve. I kn each time it just feels like u should stop doing nice things becoz life and ppl never return the gestures. But u r very strong, keep fighting love. It will be worth it eventually... it seems far but it is coming. Please dont give up.I would love to hear u talk about urself. If u ever wanna vent or share something I am here for u.You are not alone. &lt;3

Hi...I kn life isn't fair right ? You r such a good-hearted person. You're always there for others but u need someone too becoz everbody needs somebody to be their pillar when they r vulnerable. You r so young but so grown up- something life forced u to do. You r an amazing human being , keep doing good and I promise you will get the fruit u deserve. I kn each time it just feels like u should stop doing nice things becoz life and ppl never return the gestures. But u r very strong, keep fighting love. It will be worth it eventually... it seems far but it is coming. Please dont give up.I would love to hear u talk about urself. If u ever wanna vent or share something I am here for u.You are not alone. <3