6 months ago
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I'm not sure how to feel about this

Sooo I had sex with my best friend last year. We were being quite flirtatious to each other but I really regret doing that. I hate that I let myself do that. I let it happen. But I didnt really want to. When we were making out he asked if I wanted to do it with him. At first I said no. We were holding hands but then he kind of just pushed my hand away. And I even asked him what's up. He said that we were kind of grinding while making out and stuff. Honestly I didnt realize I was displaying that kind of behavior? I'm a natural flirt I guess you could say. I dont mean to be. But I guess to him it was like I was leading him on. I felt bad that I did that to him so I said sure. He didnt make me feel bad. I just did. He asked me repeatedly if I was sure and I still said yeah. I was curious what it was like at the time but now I regret it. I wish I could take it back. It was so stupid. I just hope to forget about it and move on.