all I do is hurt people I care about. I really like this guy but I dont want to hurt him and ruin what we have. he is everything i could ever ask and hope for. hes absolutely perfect but I'm just so scared. do I really deserve love after everything I've done? everything I've been through? I juts wanted a break. then he came into my life and showed me everything I was missing in my past toxic relationships he told me he would wait until I'm ready but I'm so scared I'll never be. I dont want to let him go I want him so bad. I'm so selfish he deserves someone better. I told him that but his stubborn ass wont listen hahaha. all I know is I need to take time and focus on learning to trust myself. I'm trying so hard not to ruin this. I just hope I can get it right this time.