My life is such a mess. I'm in debt to my eyeballs. My car is constantly breaking down. My once perfect marriage is falling apart and my husband doesn't even care. And I got a write up at work for screwing up because I'm not focused. Hell no I cant focus I'm spiraling out of control. I'm hiding in the bathroom at work so nobody can see me cry. I just cant take anymore! I just want to climb out on a bridge and just let everything go.