So, im 13 years old . I don't have many friends , it's because i suck at socialising. But i have this one friend who is really special. But he lives a bit far away so we don't meet often and he's like 16 and he's busy with college. I always get jealous of my older sister, she goes out with her friends, she goes to their houses and etc. My parents allow me to hang out but no one even asks me. Everyone puts instagram stories of them meeting their friends and all. My classmates meet each other and never invite me. I thought why not i invite them, but they don't respond to my message and literally everyone of them would say they weren't available. My friend is actually also my sister's friend . Whenever he comes, my sister is like 'uk she doesn't have any friends ' to him. She literally describes me as a loser to him. I just feel so sad . Can someone help me