I dont have a reason to be sad, I just feel like giving up. That in the next life I wont be what my mom thinks of me. Im selfish she says, i dont care about anyone but me she says. I wish I could stop caring about myself and help people but im so tired, im so drained. My body is wrestling itself everyday, waking up is like waking up in an apocalypse. I go to my computer everyday to sit in this chair and watch my teachers from a screen explain how eukaryotes and prokaryotes are different. Im tired, my body hurts. Its not just tired, its exhausting to live. I want to die, I want to give up. I would rather die by sharks than live with tons of money. My mother making me do everything around the house is all im good for. I cant get a job, I cant get straight a’s, im giving up. Im only 13, why am I so sad?