Honestly, i have never had the time to think about myself and my surroundings as much as i have over this past year. And with every single thought i turn to the internet to do research, and there are so many contradictory statements that are overwhelming. Suddenly, making right choices seems impossible, and more so now that if you want to get help from like a dentist or the regular medical checkup i have to do it with the risk of contracting the virus. I thought i had many things together, but everything is falling apart. I get scared over the littlest of pains, since the term in vogue is prevention but its really fucking hard and then when you want to get help and everything looks ok i’m taken as an over reactor. I really don’t know what to do, i feel really scared an trapped.