im so anxious

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im in a new school and i keep overthinking things. i dont know anybody and normally id be fine in a traditional school setting but im not sure how to message people and i dont know i just feel so out of place. im mildly autistic so im not sure how to approach people and when i do i kind of put on a persona and im not sure how to be myself

id like to think my friends are there for me but a) my best friend isnt really. she responds but it's those "u can do it" kind of things and i dont know i dont really feel it at all and the b) my friend group isnt sensitive for that kind of shit i feel alone and like shit and i honestly wish i didnt overthink anything and i just wish i could get a hug

i just hope i get a companion. thats really all i could ask for.