My little sister is in the hospital, and I just can't handle this. She's so important to me and even though she's only going to have a surgery, I'm really scared. I wish I could be there, I wish I could tell her how much I love her before the surgery. I didn't know that the surgery is going to happen, but my mom called earlier to told me. I couldn't even say goodbye. I was so cold to her and I'm so sorry. I wish I would be a better older sister to her. She's just 10 years old. And she has to go through this.