I don’t wanna live anymore. i really don’t see a point. i don’t want to tell my mumbecause i don’t want her to be mad at me. i know i need help but everyone i talk to says that they have to tell my mum if i’m suicidal. i’m so scared. it been happening for ages and i haven’t told anyone. i always make the joke “i wanna kms” and everyone does the whole “lol same” but i really mean it. i don’t want tobe here anymore. i feel so pressured to do things even though my life is great. i have a loving mother, an amazing sister and incredible friends but i’m constantly sad. i’ve taught myself to put on a mask and pretend like in fine but inside, i’m slowly being eaten but sadness. i don’t know what to do.