I'm sorry to those who love me and to those who love to hate me. I can't stand the weight of my failures and broken dreams laughing at me. I wish there was a reset button for me, I know I don't deserve such things, and to be honest my actions can be considered pure escapism. Believing in Reality Shifts and quantum jumps to leave into a desired reality where my failures aren't a thing that they got magically solved by a higher power or dreams granted by just sitting there doing nothing. Hindsight is 20-20 my failures are my mistake, my lack of dreams coming true are my mistake, my broken relationships and ruined friendships are my mistake. I know its extremely pompous of me to write such intense things in a language that isn't my own and somewhere you will probably never get to read. How absolutely selfish of me to use this letter to continue my woe is me narrative. Let's face it nobody likes me and I'm too much of a hassle stop lying to yourselves that you want me in your life, I hope you feel the relief to stop yourselved for forcing the belief you like me, love me or empathize with me. Don't say I was generous , since I'm taking away myself so selfishly. Don't say I was honest , since I'm a thief and a liar. Don't speak good things about me, in general just don't speak about me if you can.