I always end up looking up teachers online. There have been times where i found out who their family was, their wedding reception, wedding pictures, and even their grandma’s online funeral service. But, i went too far this time. I found out where my teacher lives and even what their dads phone number is. I haven’t told anyone about the last one but i know that if i just do everyone is going to hate me. So im writing it here, online so i can still tell someone in secret. Actally the truth is I like my teacher and which is why i searched them up online. I don’t know how to get rid of this feeling, knowing that i shouldn’t be looking up teachers or even liking them in the first place. I really don’t know what to do and i feel like a monster. Sometimes i wonder how things could have changed if i wasn’t this way. I’m sorry.