im so fucking tired. ive had severe sh periods that nobody recognized. when it first started i would try my hardest to get people to notice. if someone. anyone just asked if i was okay im so fucking sure i'd be okay now. mom, i love you so much but your making it so hard. you constantly yell at me for everything and hurt me. you have never said sorry. never and ive always let it slide cause i love you. it hurts so much. when i was sexually assaulted you didnt care. you still made me go places alone with him. im in so much pain mommy. i just want you to say sorry. say you love me again. just let me be your kid again. you always make me do your shit and im so tired, your driving me insane to the point where i want to fucking kill myself. im so fucking tired mommy.