I've never been so emotionally frustrated before, I don't want to ask for help from people I know. I don't want them to think I'm the kind of person who has a lot of burdens and that I'm frustrated a lot. I can't handle thinking about the negatives of people's thoughts of me. I shouldn't even be here ranting, I'm just hoping someone reads this. I don't need a reply, I just want the satisfaction of at least one person knowing what I'm going through so I'm not so stressed alone.