I'm so tired. Idk but it's hard for me to see hope in my self and in my future. Yes I get up, I go to work (I'm a team leader) trying my best even tho I feel like I'm incompetent, and I tried so hard to take care of myself (I live alone far from my hometown due to work) but at end of the day, I feel empty. Come tomorrow, it will always be the same. Even during holidays where I'm supposed to feel excited, I feel empty. It's like I accept that I only get up to the same empty me everyday, and that will be it for the rest of my life, I know I'll still laugh and smile and all but comes night, I know I'll fell empty.