I want to give up so bad but I'm trying so hard to hold on to the thought of having a future. Getting married. Having children of my own. But each day it gets harder just to even function. I'm a college student. I didn't want to be but my mother forced me. I'm not smart so I struggle. I don't make a lot of money. My grades are slowing going back down again as my mental health declines. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've already gone to the doctor and all they said was take some antidepressants you'll be fine. But I have so much weight and pressure and who else knows. I'm just so tired.