Honestly, im so fucking sad and numb. Im so lost too. Im tired of all the shit that goes wrong in my life. My family is fucked up, being isolated fucking sucks, not being with the person you thought loved you, heartbreak, man so much shit. Im dealing with so much. I feel like everything is crashing down and i can never be stable and happy. Why cant i have an easy life for once. I just want to be at peace. I dont even got friends or support. Im still in highschool and i just feel so low. Cant even get my work done. I feel like i’ll never win in this life.