I’m sorry ok!! I’m sorry for everything I’m sorry for disturbing you for texting you a thousand times that day just to get blockedbut I wanted to talk to you I wish you could’ve just asked me what happened instead of just ending the topic foreverim sorry that I called you a gazillion times im sorry that i valued you way too much more than you ever deserved but I still miss you every single day I still think that we could talk again and that everything that happened was a lie.I still wish that I see you today and could just meet you before going and we could just clear everything out why did I get that fucking message request from you I was damn over you I wasn’t thinking about you since such a long time why did you text me and then unsent it , was that a mistake too, I hope not!why did she come up to me and told me that we were never supposed to break our friendship that you and me we were like the best of friends and that things will get better!why is this happening??if it’s a sign so I wanna tell god that I don’t want signs I want you in my life!!!I wish we could just talk alone for a while and clear things out i just wanna know that can we go back to old us , ever??