I'm Sorry.

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When I think about my own death I think about all the people around me. My family, friends, my online friends. I make paintings for my family. Will they look back on that and cry. Will they think about me when I'm gone? Will they look back at our memories? Will my friends make new friends? Will my parents continue their lives with my sister. Will my infant sister never know me? Will my grandparents still have me as their little girl? I can't take the pain anymore but is this it? Will my lover move on? Will I finally live that life I desire once I'm dead? What will they think if they find out I'll be buried earlier than them? I want to be my mom's little girl again. I want to be a kid again. I want to go back to the good times. I cant bring it back though. I just want to die. 5/9/21