i worry people too much, i dont know my worth here, i feel so sad and guilty. im a bad person, and i disappoint everyone around me. i never made my family happy, but yet i dont intend to because i am already disconnected from them. im just sad and scared, what will become of me when i grow up and see the real life before my eyes? am i ready for it? no. i dont think so, and i dont think ill ever be.