im sorry. im sorry i cant eat im sorry im a burden im sorry i keep lying. im so sorry. i just want to feel loved. i want to feel like you i dont wanna feel like a burden. youre so perfect in my eyes. despite what youve been through you still get good grades you still care for your mom, you still can do everything a normal person can. im sorry im not enough. you say i am and that im one of the friends you trust but you cant say that when youre fake to everyone else. im sorry. i just. im jealous. i wanna be like you. but despite my jealousy i need to make you happy. i need to make everyone happy. i love you all. im sorry for all ive felt towards you. im sorry. i just hope you know how much im sacrificing for you and everyone else. i hope you know no matter what you say im gonna feel the same way.