<p>i’m so tired living is a chore i thought i was getting better but i’m 10x worse than i was before. i started self harming again and it doesn’t even help anymore i just feel so empty and melancholy i don’t know how much longer i can try to do this. the voices, the anxiety attacks, the breakdowns their all back i didn’t think i would make it this far but i thought i was getting better maybe i was wrong i might not be able to and i’m sorry. i don’t know what i’m talking abt rlly or why i’m typing all this here lol but i just needed to get it out</p>

i’m so tired living is a chore i thought i was getting better but i’m 10x worse than i was before. i started self harming again and it doesn’t even help anymore i just feel so empty and melancholy i don’t know how much longer i can try to do this. the voices, the anxiety attacks, the breakdowns their all back i didn’t think i would make it this far but i thought i was getting better maybe i was wrong i might not be able to and i’m sorry. i don’t know what i’m talking abt rlly or why i’m typing all this here lol but i just needed to get it out

<p>Hey there, I'm not a doctor nor someone with big knowledge. But I'm experiencing almost the same case as you! I hope you will get better, you can get better. Although believing in yourself right now might be impossible for you. But nothing is impossible, I guarantee you that. If the way you are living now doesn't please nor benefits you in anyway. Then, it's time to make a change. Don't be afraid of coming out your comfort zone and try something new. Pls harming yourself or keep on being in a vicious cycle of negativity isn't the solution. Seek for help from beloved ones. Try to change your mindset and say to yourself that you can get Better! You can change this! To the better... Yes, you can't get better with one or several tries. Don't give up, keep trying no matter how much time it'll take for you. I highly suggest you read articles online about how to overcome depression or/and anxiety in the right way. Begin with easy things and goals, don't go hard at yourself, you'll give up real quick. Keep hope and faith &lt;3 you got this!!! This may not help in anyway, plus my English is broken . But just keep on having hope that better days are coming.</p>

Hey there, I'm not a doctor nor someone with big knowledge. But I'm experiencing almost the same case as you! I hope you will get better, you can get better. Although believing in yourself right now might be impossible for you. But nothing is impossible, I guarantee you that. If the way you are living now doesn't please nor benefits you in anyway. Then, it's time to make a change. Don't be afraid of coming out your comfort zone and try something new. Pls harming yourself or keep on being in a vicious cycle of negativity isn't the solution. Seek for help from beloved ones. Try to change your mindset and say to yourself that you can get Better! You can change this! To the better... Yes, you can't get better with one or several tries. Don't give up, keep trying no matter how much time it'll take for you. I highly suggest you read articles online about how to overcome depression or/and anxiety in the right way. Begin with easy things and goals, don't go hard at yourself, you'll give up real quick. Keep hope and faith <3 you got this!!! This may not help in anyway, plus my English is broken . But just keep on having hope that better days are coming.