It’s been two years and I can’t move on. Even if I was lied to and treated horribly, there’s something about him that I just can’t forget. Like some sort of twisted fate. I know I deserve better and I know I deserve more, but when everything is said and done, it’s him on my mind. As people come in and out of my life, I always want to run back but I never have and I never will. I can’t move forward, I don’t know how and I don’t know if I want to.