I have quite a religious family. Never dated, never had sex. Here I am, in my 20s, having the first relationship with a man I'm happy with. He is far more experienced, it's ok though cause he is very gentle and he never took advantage or even tease me about my own inexperiences and instead taught me a lot of stuff, which then I learned to love my body as well. The problem is I'm so afraid that he will leave me, get bored and move on. I was thinking of even maybe trying out open relationship stuff because I am thinking I'm not enough... The open relationship status breaks my heart either way. I don't feel comfortable with the thought and the only reason I thought of the suggestion is written above.

I have quite a religious family. Never dated, never had sex. Here I am, in my 20s, having the first relationship with a man I'm happy with. He is far more experienced, it's ok though cause he is very gentle and he never took advantage or even tease me about my own inexperiences and instead taught me a lot of stuff, which then I learned to love my body as well. The problem is I'm so afraid that he will leave me, get bored and move on. I was thinking of even maybe trying out open relationship stuff because I am thinking I'm not enough...The open relationship status breaks my heart either way. I don't feel comfortable with the thought and the only reason I thought of the suggestion is written above. 

You are a fucked up individual, how can you do that to your boyfriend. You say you don't have feelings for him than why did you get involved with him in the first place. I hate people like you and top of that you had the audacity to cheat on him with his father like wtf. I swear karma will Catch up to you

You are a fucked up individual, how can you do that to your boyfriend. You say you don't have feelings for him than why did you get involved with him in the first place. I hate people like you and top of that you had the audacity to cheat on him with his father like wtf. I swear karma will Catch up to you                                                                                                                    

Re: I'm surely not enough for him.

I was the one who wrote the first reply. I just realized I responded to wrong person. Sorry. ...... . . . .

I was the one who wrote the first reply. I just realized I responded to wrong person. Sorry.                                                               ......                                                                  .                                                                        .                                                                        .                                                                         .                                                                                                                    