I have quite a religious family. Never dated, never had sex. Here I am, in my 20s, having the first relationship with a man I'm happy with. He is far more experienced, it's ok though cause he is very gentle and he never took advantage or even tease me about my own inexperiences and instead taught me a lot of stuff, which then I learned to love my body as well. The problem is I'm so afraid that he will leave me, get bored and move on. I was thinking of even maybe trying out open relationship stuff because I am thinking I'm not enough...The open relationship status breaks my heart either way. I don't feel comfortable with the thought and the only reason I thought of the suggestion is written above.