Okay, so, I’m 11. Im bisexual, I knew ever since I was 7 years old. I had tons of crushes on both boys and girls, and I have always felt comfortable with that. I know for a fact that almost all of the kids at my school hate the LGBTQ community, and besides, the girls who bully me and my friends would probably bully me relentlessly, and I’m horrified. Kids at my school are extremely violent too, there are so many fights, and the boys are strong, it takes many teachers to restrain them. I told my closest friends, and they accepted me 100%, but the rest of the kids would probably avoid me if they knew. On top of that, lately I have been struggling with my gender identity. I mean, I’m a girl right now, but it’s not so much being uncomfortable with my gender, it’s being extremely comfortable? I would be 100% okay with using any pronouns, but I don’t know if that’s a thing. I have never really 100% identified with male or female, but I’m just kinda.. meh with both of them? Maybe I’m non binary, but my horrible ugly wicked witch, lopsided but, leathery cheeked, on the border of having Alzheimer’s, fake ass, snake ass, kids playing patty cake on her face ass, one brain cell so she doesn’t thank ass, crusty, dusty, musty, floozy, don’t tell Suzy, looking ass mom ( don’t take any of that seriously I love my mom ) but she always screams about how much of a genius she is and how amazing she is, and how she’s better than everybody at her workplace, and she always yells at me to do what SHE wants with MY ART. My sister has a friend who’s non binary, but my mom and her cottage cheese thighs went off about how they/them pronouns were not grammatically correct, and she said that she didn’t get the lgbtq community but supported it, but I’m just scared and I can’t reach out for help because I would get hurt by the kids at school, and my mom is just slightly homophobic ( I mean she supports the LGBTQ community but she still says fa*got and d*ke even though she’s straight. Everybody will say that I’m just a confused little kid. I’m sick of them invalidating my feelings, and all I want to do is express myself. I mean, I like to present femme and masc because I have a very strong jaw and thick eyebrows, but I’m also kinda curvy?? I’m comfortable with my body and also liking feminine things like dresses, but does that still make me a girl?.. I have a short haircut. I am afraid nobody will like me if I use they/them pronouns, and I’m afraid I’m not valid in the lgbtq community, because I like being feminine but I also want to be non binary, I dont even know my identity anymore, please help.