Im really tired from feeling like an outcast all the time. im really tired of not being able to talk to people without shaking and sweating and being an absolute mess. im tired from overthinking all the time. my insecurities haunt me everyday and it doesnt help that my family make fun of me all the time. my grades are slipping and I lost almost all of my friends. every time I go talk to my mother about it she just brushs it off and point out its my fault that im introvert like I have the choice. I cant open us to people because im not close to anyone. people avoid me all the time even when im trying my best.