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I’m tired

It’s days like today that make me afraid of living the next day.


I know this is a negative mindset, but please just understand. Even though I have good days, I’m still going through the same sad thoughts because I know a bad day is just right around the corner.


im tired of acting stronger than I really am & what’s keeping me from doing anything about it is I know it will affect my family even more if I’m gone.


I have lost all of my friends & myself due to a toxic relationship & I’m just realizing how much this woman really took from me. It’s not about the money or anything like that. It’s about how every day I was told I wasn’t good enough and that she could do better. Although I was giving it my all every day.


It’s about how every day I was told I wasn’t good enough and that she could do better. Although I was giving it my all every day.


even though I was getting emotionally, mentally, and physically abused. I still stayed because I knew how bad her passwords. I wanted to show her what a good relationship is like.


I still shit stayed because I knew how bad her past was. I wanted to show her what a good relationship is like.


But in the end all I did was help her become a better person and ruined myself.

but in the end all I did was help her become a better person and ruined myself.


I hope for a better tomorrow, because I’m really running out of hope. Stay strong everyone.