Hi, it's my first time writing here. I am a 19 year-old girl. This feeling started year 2018. It was our sembreak, I was so tired of everything around me: school, judgments, expectations and all. I wanted to die but I don't know how to do it. It's already 2020 and I still have this feeling of hanging myself or cutting my wrist or even taking some pills and drugs. I just wanna die. I wanna end my life here. It's just that I don't have someone to talk to. And also I'm afraid that they will judge me for being selfish and too sensitive with everything. Even my family doesn't care about my feelings. They always make fun of me, treating me like their slaves, making me do all the works, shouting at me with no reasons, making me feel stupid and useless. They are also mad if I try to speak what I feel. I am so "sensitive" , that's what they will always say. But they never ask me what I feel, why I always cry, why I always make mistakes and why I always forget things. I just wanna die. That's all. I wanna die. Help me. Help me please.