Hi.. I'm an 18 year old girl suffering from severe depression, ptsd and hallucinating. Just recently my brothers called me an attention whore for self harming. My mum just stood and watched. I was sexually abused by my brother when I was 10 and I have nightmares about it almost every night. Now after I've completed my high school.. I can't get to go to college because no one in my family wants to support me. My brothers were all supported by my family but why not me? I've attempted suicide multiple times but they've all failed. What is my purpose in life? What is it that I've done so wrong to be treated this way?I hope this chapter of my life ends soon so the new one would be better.