If you come here often you may know my post called "Is it dumb to feel bad for this?"Well i got pretty bad updates.My best friend included me in her group a little while. And i finally felt happy and laughed like i didn't in years.Oh, but how could i imagine that they would delete me from the group and later, the main girl who stole my best friend since the start, confessed her crush on her.At first it didn't bother me. I was happy because i thought i knew her. I was sure she didn't liked girls, she would Rebeca her and they will slowly grow akwardly distant.I thought she would come back to me.I was wrong. They started dating and she made public in social media that she wasn't single anymore, ignoring the messages i send her asking what happend.Im still so mad about it. Now my best friend ignores me WORST than before, treating me like her sidegirl that she likes to talk when she is bored, just to let me on seen for a whole month.I want her back. Im afraid i did bad things to get what i want and this time wont be different.If her new girlfriend wanted to see the worst of me, she's going to. Im tired of playing nice.