Hello. I am a lesbian.
Wanna know how I found out?
we met in 7th grade and stayed friends until 8th grade.
i was infatuated the moment I saw her in the hallways, and I was so excited to see she was in my class
back then I didn’t know why.
i do now.
She was gorgeous and so sweet
she practically adopted me into her friend group, all of them were such amazing people.
i felt at home with them.
I felt at home with her
towards the end of 7th grade is when I went to confess my love. I wasn’t worried she was straight, it was no secret she had dated girls in the past.
so, I asked.
she took it as a joke and told me about her girlfriend.
I tried to ask so many other times but I was too late
by the time I was going to ask again she had found someone new.
I decided that it just wasn’t meant to be
we haven’t talked since 8th grade. It’s only been a year.
i still think about her. I think about how I thought she was my soulmate
I miss her.
I feel like I lost a soulmate.
but, seems happier without me.
so I’m trying to be happy for her too.