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I’m trying to be happy for you

Hello. I am a lesbian.


Wanna know how I found out?


Her.


we met in 7th grade and stayed friends until 8th grade.


i was infatuated the moment I saw her in the hallways, and I was so excited to see she was in my class


back then I didn’t know why.


i do now.


She was gorgeous and so sweet


she practically adopted me into her friend group, all of them were such amazing people.


i felt at home with them.


I felt at home with her


towards the end of 7th grade is when I went to confess my love. I wasn’t worried she was straight, it was no secret she had dated girls in the past.


so, I asked.


she took it as a joke and told me about her girlfriend.


I tried to ask so many other times but I was too late


by the time I was going to ask again she had found someone new.


I decided that it just wasn’t meant to be


we haven’t talked since 8th grade. It’s only been a year.


i still think about her. I think about how I thought she was my soulmate


I miss her.


I feel like I lost a soulmate.


It hurts.


but, seems happier without me.


so I’m trying to be happy for her too.