I lost my turtle around two months ago. She was everything I ever wanted. she was like a baby to me and everytime i think of her or see her sister, I cry. And Im praying to god every day, to give her back to me because I cant let her go like that. She was smaller than my hand and everytime i think of this pure little body i cry. I just cried in front of somebody else on the day i lost her. I always cry alone and cant stop. I am very religious but like, sometimes im not sure if god listens to me. Nobody knows how much I miss her and love her.